Preliminary
Notes
/first attempt/
It’s the sign of the times – you
either turn against everyone else, or see the enemy in yourself…or
you just flicker until something happens. Maybe you’re slowly,
silently committing suicide – there are countless ways to do so.
Everything happens in the name
of survival. Survival, physical survival begins to mean something
when hunger starts…then comes distrust with suspicious looks,
and slimy, empty, otherwise courteous smiles. Even when it’s been
physically overcome, hunger remains, and becomes a habit – hunger
for more, a chronic hunger born from the feeling of inner emptiness…
You want to survive, and prosper.
Money is the sign of the times. But the auction price of a soul
has not been announced yet. Faust is out.
Unhappiness means you’ve
been a victim of bad circumstance, at least that’s the way you
want to see it, otherwise you’d have to admit you’ve been running
against yourself for a long time. You’ve set off without knowing
who you are, until one day you’re standing in front of your own
remains. You try to gather them, try to collect yourself…you try
to stick the pieces into place with dry spit. Nobody notices you,
you don’t notice anybody. Until someone reaches for the integrity
you’ve glued together. Outrage rises from your guts and you’re
ready to kill. You suppress the instinct, but your blood has been
poisoned. The venom reaches your brain. It leads you to masochism.
You become sadistic towards your own self. What must be tolerated,
how much more of it, and for how much longer… you accept your
fate. It must have been written in the stars. You dare not start
writing, so you start drinking. Like many others, it’s customary,
it’s the sign of the times, and times are hard, they’re not getting
any better. You see red. Someone’s in your way, quite by accident,
unsuspecting. It turns out that your way is invisible. What a
pity. A pity for that someone. You realize later, but it’s a bit
too late. Until you too end up in someone’s way, unsuspecting…
VZ
Aggression,
Auto-aggression, Accident
Project?
Preliminary Notes
/second
attempt/
Introduction
The
desire to understand the relevant present inevitably raises questions
about issues like aggression, auto-aggression, and accident. It
is unnecessary to mention the active content of these three ideas,
since we are not only witnesses, but also participants, dramatis
personae, conscious or involuntary executives or victims. In other
words, aggression, auto-aggression, and accident not only surround
us as part of our everyday lives - they are within us, and we,
whether we realize it or not, are the instrument leading to what
we call "mortification."
The
project "Aggression, Auto-aggression, Accident" will
attempt to scrutinize, analyze, visualize, interpret, and theorize,
with the help of an organized theoretic discussion, artistic interpretation
and practices, the reasons and tendencies in today's world concerning
psychological balance on an individual level alongside the tensions
unbalancing the present social/political reality. They cannot
be defined, analyzed, or interpreted in religious, ethnic, urban,
national, or regional isolation in a time we claim is global.
"Aggression,
Auto-aggression, Accident" aims to provoke, encompass, and
describe issues from within the psyche; the personal process of
reacting against socialized global reality, which will become
evident through the practice we call art. The project will also
analyze the inter-subjective relationships in the general frame
of social/political relations, the platform of which is the global
financial capital known as relevant critical thought/theory.
Aggression,
Auto-aggression, Accident
Project?
Preliminary Notes
/tirth attempt/
The two sides of aggression, viewed from the banal
metaphor of the coin, give it respectively authenticity and value.
Aggression as government politics does not excite
the imagination unless you are either part or a victim of such
politics. Aggression as government politics is evident, clear,
the signs are everywhere, mostly on international news broadcasts.
It is less evident in the local news, invisible in everyday life…
Aggression in everyday life is a whole other issue.
It is dislodged, eroticized, pathologized, criminalized, and taboo.
Dislodged aggression has no choice but to turn inward, becoming
auto-aggression, the results of which we as respectable, active,
and diligent citizens refuse to accept as anything other than
an accident. What follows is, at best, a fleeting compassion and
desire for charity, usually around Christmas time.
If, according to Freud, aggression constitutes the
world, if the displeasure of departing from the mother's breast,
the discomfort of disrupted happiness, when the calm utterly timeless
bliss of cooing, sucking, and evenly distributed warmth is shattered,
ripped apart, and demolished, the cry of outrage signals the existence
of a world, on the outside, and another, be it hostile, but also
desired, indispensable, needed. Wanting, the vulgar, wild wanting
to have and to hold is here. Aggression constitutes the world,
therefore through aggression the world is,
or is it?
If aggression constitutes the world, does auto-aggression
constitute the inside world, alienated or otherwise the
result of presumptive dissatisfaction, an inner battle of the
utopic trinity of Soul, Body and Spirit, the evident and fatal
damage in the retaliation of the Onlooker are none other than
an accident, mal chance, bad luck, fate, etc. a battle in which
if the Body looses, that means Death, if the Soul looses, Hell
follows, if the Spirit looses - along comes Misery. The choice is yours.
And now - the Good Luck Girls…
Aggression,
Auto-aggression, Accident
Project?
Preliminary Notes
/last attempt/
Goodness is submission, obedience.
Freedom is always open to rebellion. Goodness is connected to the impenetrable
character of the rule.
The utopian morality of freedom
melts into the conventional morality, which unites people
into a system of obligations.
Only the morality of communication - and the devotion, which
determines
communication, surpasses utilitarian morality.
…tears are the climax in the emotion
of communication…
after bataille